I miss you Alyssa!  / Aunt Tammy Patton (Aunt)
I was cleaning out a box and I found my American Idol cd with the single "GOD BLESS AMERICA" and it made me miss you sooo much, it made me remember that you use to make us play that song over and over and over. I miss you Alyssa. I miss your sweet little voice singing all your favorite songs word for word...I was walking at work thru our collections department and I saw that a manager had a paper hat kind like a burger king crown on top of her cubical, that hat said "wild child" in BIG letters and it made me think of you...it made me think that maybe with me finding the god bless the usa cd and me seeing that hat, that maybe you were sening me a message that you are still around me...I want you to know that I got your message and I miss you soooo soooo much! Close

Hey Alyssa  / Amanda Davis (Friend of Jessie Patton )
Hi Alyssa! I know you don't know me, but Jessie is my best friend and she's told me so much about you! And so has Michelle! I'm sorry that I never got to meet you. I wish that I had the chance to get to know you! Whenever anyone tells me stories about you they always start laughing. After hearing all the stories I feel like I know you. I know that everyone misses you so much, and I know that you're their angel watching over them and that you're always with them. I don't think you'll ever know how much you touched everyones lives. Jessie always talks about you. Even though she gets upset sometimes she thinks about the funny things you did..like hiding the cat..and she can't help but laugh. Me and Jessie will come see you soon!

Love Yoshi
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I miss you  / Michelle (Best Friend )
alyssa i miss you can you come back.well.... i ben a little bad. me,savannah and danielle  got a letter from the easter benny. Close

Miss You  / MaMa (Grandma)

Orange is Alyssa favorite color.Just a note to let my daughter Susie know I feel the same way when it comes to missing Alyssa.I remember I had surgery Alyssa had to be maybe 2 (just toddling around) I came home with a catheter and I got up to walk in the kitchen and Lyssie ran and grabbed the bag out of my hand and said I help you MaMa she helped alright she started running in the kitchen with this bag in her hand and me following trying to keep up and not fall on my face I was laughing so hard at her that I popped my staples in my stomach. She was always getting in trouble and when I would yell at her she would come up to me and give me a big hug and kiss and tell me how much she loves me I just want her to know I love her more then life itself.

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Hey Baby  / Mommy
Hey Alyssa,

I have been thinking of you so much as I always do...I know that you are smiling down on us and waiting till you can see us again...I have been feeling a little better and I know that you are the reason...I know that you are with me everyday and keeping me going....I just wish that you were here to play with your sisters and your bestfriend Michelle.  We all miss you so much...when your new baby sister smiles for no reason or talks and talks and no one is by her I know that it is you talking and playing with her honey...its almost 2 years it seems so unreal to me still...Christmas is not the same without you...I just keep thinking oneday you will be in my arms again and that keeps me going....baby I miss you I wish that you could just come back home and tell us all about what you are doing up there...I know that you have alot of angel friends up there and I know that you are keeping us safe.  I LOVE YOU Close

Your Babies  / Eileen -. Robert's Mom
Hi Susie - I just wanted to say how beautiful your girls are, all three of them.  I never did comment on the new pictures you sent to everyone, so I wanted to say Danielle is beautiful, just like her mom.  I noticed Savannah had the same silly face Alyssa had in one of her pictures.  They are all connected you know.  Hope you are doing alright.  How's the new baby, does she sleep well during the night?  I wish you peaceful nights.

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Thinking of you  / Eileen -. Robert's Mom
Dear Susie - I want you to know how happy I am you were born onto this earth.  Sorry I missed your birthday...  I know you probably don't feel like it, but you have been such an inspiration to all who know you.  Going to school, having another sweet baby, all this while dealing with the most incredible loss of all.  I heard you were going in on Monday to have your new bundle of joy.  I want you to know you will be in my thoughts and prayers and I wish you all the best life can offer from here on end, you deserve it Susie

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I never knew you...but i know how much you are missed  / Allison DeBiase (Friend of Jessie Patton )
*~*I'm a friend of jessie's, some of you know me...but most of you probably don't. I'd just like to say that my heart goes out to all of Alyssa's family. I never met her, but i have spent some time with her best friend michelle, and if she was anything like her (which i've heard she was and more) then she was a wonderful, smiling, goofy, happy little girl :) 
Alyssa, jessie speaks of you often, and she gets teared up just thinking about you...but then she starts to laugh through the tears and tell me a funny thing you said or did...you left nothing but good memories, everyone just wishes that there would have been more....you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers*~*

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Just thinking  / Mommy (Mother)
Hey baby girl I miss you so much.  I try to pretend I am okay but my heart aches so much for you.  Mommy still cries alot just now I do it where not everyone can see.I just want to hold you in my arms.  I still ask myself why this happen knowing I will never have an answer.  It seems like only yesterday this happen but at the same time it seems like forever ago since I held you or kissed you.  This is just not fair.  Apart of me died with you.  I know that I will never be the same person I was with you but I am trying to get better.  Somedays I think that I will make it then other days I think that I will not.  Michelle is graduating kindergarden and while I am happy for her, it makes me sad because you were suppose to also.  Everytime Michelle has a first I know that I will think of all the first that you will never have.  I love you and miss you oh so much more then anyone person could think.  I know that I will see you again but I just don't want to wait that long.  I know that you are watching all of us from above but Mommy is selfish I just want you back here with me and your family.  Not one day goes by that I do not think of you.  You are part of me and well I am not whole without you.  Close

Hello Sweetie.  / Julie Stearns (Mommy's Friend )
Hi Angel Baby,   You certainly are a special little angel  and Mommy could use some of your special Angel dust...I  bet you are already on the task and taking care of her Huh?

Please send Mommy some Angel Kisses and Heavenly hugs to let her know you are not far from her and just the other side of the veil, and will be with her forever and ever.

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How I feel  / Susie (Mother)

Broken by my tears
With memories of your laughter
So afraid will disappear

Visions of your smile
Such sparkle in your eyes
I never had my moment
To hug, or say goodbye

I seem lost as if I wander
On from day to day
While others all around me
Believe that I'm okay

That is their illusion
What they wish to see
For I have changed forever
I am new to even me

Wishing for a miracle
Asking why each day
Living on my memories
When life was not this way

Years move on around me
Time does not stand still
But deep within my heart
For me it always will

That day my world exploded
My heart and soul died too
Words just can't express this
I'm so lost here without you

I try so hard to handle
What life has dealt to me
But deep inside my body
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If I could  / Mommy (Mother)
If tears could build a stairway
and memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
and bring you home again


Don't think of her as gone away 
Her journey's just begun,
Life holds so many facets-
This earth is only one.

Just think of her as resting
From the sorrows and the tears
In a place of warmth and comfort
Where there are no days or years.

Think how he must be wishing
That we could know today
How nothing but our sadness
Can really pass away.

So think of her as living
In the hearts of those she's touched..
For nothing loved is never lost-
And she is loved so much.

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A Poem  / Mommy (Mother)
I cannot ease your aching heart,
nor take your pain away.
But let me stay and take your hand
And walk with you today.

I'll listen when you need to talk,
I'll wipe away your tears,
I'll share your worries when they come,
I'll help you face your fears.

I'm here and I will stand by you,
Each hill you have to climb.
So take my hand, let's face the world-
Live one day at a time.

You're not alone, for I'm still here........ .
I'll go that extra mile,
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A Favor  / Mommy (Mother)

I need a favor, Blessed Mother
Could you help me with this please?
It's concerning your son, Jesus
So I'm praying on my knees

When I finally come to Glory
And I see the Promised Land,
I envision Jesus smiling,
Reaching out His loving hand.

He will be so glad to see me
When I finally arrive,
For I proclaim His name on earth
Each day that I'm alive.

He will want to keep His promise
Bring me straight to Father God
And to the Holy Spirit
But Oh Mother...this is hard.

For my child will be there cheering
As I come through Heaven's Gate
And I know you know my heart's desire
And How Long I've Had to Wait!

I'm afraid that when I see my daughter
I'll forget the protocol,
And run to hold her in my arms,
Bypassing One and All!

We will smile and laugh together
And dance around with glee,
To touch her curls, and kiss her face
Is what Heaven means to me.

So will you, Blessed Mother
Please explain me to your Son?
Because you have a mother's heart
You KNOW to whom I'll run.

Make it right with the Creator
and the Blessed Trinity
I'm afraid I'll fly right past Them
When my golden daughter I see.

I don't want to shock the Angels
Or to scandalize the Saints,
Or to have my Day of Glory
Be the day all Heaven faints!

I have borne what God has sent me,
Praised and thanked Him through lifes worst,
And, if Heaven is my just reward,
Let me see my baby FIRST.

Then I'll join the Angels singing
As I praise God with my girl,
To be finally reunited
With my daughter...and God of joy!

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Missing angel  / Julia Brammer Mum 2. Angel Emily (passing through )
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Hi Sweety,  / Julie Stearns (Mommy's Friend )
Hi Alyssa,                                                                                             
                                                                                                            
           Hey little one, could you send mommy some Angel Kisses and those wonderful heavenly hugs you Angels like to send down.  She has so much going on, that she could use a little extra Angle Love.
She just misses her little Porkey so much, and Savannah misses ya too.  I just want to say hello and hope that you are enjoying you Springtime in Heaven,   Tell those Angels  to say hi to the Moms  and tell them they love them much.                                                            
                                                                                                            
                                                                                                            
Hugs and Kisses                                                                                  
Julie                                                                                                     
Kyle's mom                                                                                          
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Hi Allysa  / Leslie Martin
Alyssa, I love looking at your website. The picture of you and your best friend is so cute. I talk to your momma on Sisterhood and we all help each other with the loss of our children. We miss you all so much. Close

I LOVE YOU  / Michelle (Best--friend)

Alyssa if you went to school with me you would see all the new letter people we get.  And we already had A.  You would be the first person to have an A in your name.  On Christmas I got the real baby and Vannah got a little sleeping bag.  You should have been here Saturday we had a sleep over at Diddy's house.  I like the picture of me and you when we were a baby.  On halloween I was the princess you loved.  Everybody in my kindergarden misses you like Kelly.  Love Guy-Guy

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Miss you Guy-Guy  / Michelle Dumelle (Best Friend )

Baby Girl yesterday was your Birthday and we played your song and we let you hear it. I made you a card we let a balloon go did you get my card? And did you read it? I have a new fish.  We have alot of pictures of you and sometimes I get mad that there are alot of you.  You look so beautiful in the pictures.  Everybody misses you.  You see we unwrapped all the pictures?  You love that one with me and you in it?  I miss you I wish that you could come to school with me.  I wish that you could be here to see the Easter Bunny.  Did you see that we made a wall of colored pictures?  I got a new toy I wish that you were back and you could get a new toy too.  Do you see I can spell orange now?  If you were here I could teach you to spell orange too.  I love that picture of you when you were a baby.  Do you love the picture of me when I was a baby?  Your little sister love you and misses you do you know that she turned 3?  Do you know that I am the same age of you? Your little sister got a fish too.  Love you Guy-Guy

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Happy Valentine's Day Alyssa!  / Mary Lamantia~ Mommy To Angel Ryan




Alyssa, Happy Valentine's day Sweetie! I am sure you met my son Ryan and the two of you having fun. Close